Hey guys, hope your all doing well, guessing by your art your not doin too bad


I've been busy with the usual lately, school, work (kinda) lol.


I've griped about this to a lot of you, but I'm having a hard time with my now ex-friend Meredith. I've known her for about 8 years now....and of all the things she could of done, she dates my first love first everything that ended on a sour note after 2 years. @.@ She claims to have been jealouse of me and him for a long time, and now she has him. Thats fine. She can keep him, but my friendship she will not. I let it build up too long, this past year i've been pissed and betrayed, but I just couldnt bring myself to say anything to her cuz I cared for her.

When I finally tell her I'm done, she tries to bring up the past with said ex-boyfriend, which of course I went along with because the past is a VERY touchy subject for me. She was accusing me of things left and right. I never hang with her (though she says that she never initiates the hanging out because shes not not good at it). So, 8 years later you still are too shy to ask to hang out, and you were jealous of my relationship?

I've been kinda bitching to myself about these things for a while and it just pisses me off. Meredith also claims that I still want to be with said ex-boyfriend, and asked me how Ryan would feel if he knew that? Dude what the FUCK is that really? I tell Ryan everything, I happy with him, I love him, and leaving Ryan would be a mistake, a BIG mistake and I'm not about to do that. If I wanted to have (tom) back, wouldnt I try to be around him as much as possible instead of avoiding anyone or anything that has to do with him?

I know you guys dont know what happend between me and him, lets just say we both fucked up royally and it ended in a big mess. And instead of Meredith comforting me, she hung out with him that WHOLE summer after we finally broke it off.

He messages me on Myspace wanting not to hold grudges at the end of that summer. I had noticed that Meredith was going over there often, he claimed she wasnt. I than asked if he liked her, he says "as a sister" than we got a little close, and said that to not to take it seriously, and me I couldnt help it I still liked him at the point. Than suddenly he starts talking to me less and less than one day meredith tells me tom asked her out on a date....and she said yes...

When I tried to confront Tom about it he claimed I was over reeacting and ran away from the situation, never letting me the chance to ask, "why?" He called me a psychobitch ex-girlfriend. I hadn't even gotten to say a word to him.

This past year Meredith has become ever so distant, its akward whenever we do hangout, mostly cuz I have this festering anger. So back to the beginning, I wanted to just cut it off, because I've had enough backstabbing and betrayel for a lifetime. She had the nerve to say "I didn't do shit".

So, I"m curious and be totally honest.

Be you a boy or a girl, if your friend of many years decides to date our ex of many years, would that make you upset? Is it ok to feel that your friend is no longer a friend to you?

I've asked this to some, but this whole thing has been sitting in my head and giving me a headache so I needed to vent.

Sry its so long, hope to have some feed back thankyou!

Love you guys!